Thursday, October 23, 2008;
LOLITA23Q [MIKANSEI SAPPHIRE]
♥ 4:40 PM
Sayonara kono sekai yo. Just like a stupid man.. tsuki no yoage kono kokoro ga shito suru kimade.
Okay, so.. I woke up today with this odd feeling that I just really don't want to do anything. I mean, really.. I just feel like sitting in my pajamas all day. It's not like it would be really far off from what I normally do except today I wouldn't be getting dressed, right? Lauren hasn't contacted me in almost a week. She blew me off on Sunday night when we were supposed to have plans. It's not even like her to no at least respond to my text messages. I wonder if it's because of Greg. Sometimes I get this odd feeling that he doesn't like me very much. You know what? I am not going to chase after Lauren though. She's moving to Virginia next month and if she doesn't want to spend a lot of time with me before she goes, so be it. I guess I am not going to sweat over it even though it does kind of hurt my feelings a little bit.
There it goes again.. that weird sort of burnt popcorn smell coming from the air ducts. I smell it every once in a while but there's like.. no reason for it to be there. I think I'm losing my mind. Seriously.
Man, Psycho le Cemu rocks though. I'll tell you that much and you can figure it out for yourselves.
Labels: lauren, lolita23q, psycho le cemu
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